again

It will be an unbelievable thing to say I have experienced three fall seasons in Ukraine.  I don't know where I feel, but it's funny to feel a veteran to something that I'm still not sure I fully understand.  I see school just playing right in front of me, but it's like I have taken a very far step back and I do not feel fitted to this dress anymore.

All of the things I have learned for the past two years are turning into repeated situations and I'm feeling very tired of them.  And, to the moments of which I am still saying "what?" - I am not sure I will ever get the answer.  Sometimes, I even just pretend that I'm learning to make myself not bored of what's up.  These "again" moments make me feel annoyed, maybe even a bit unwelcome because I don't know what is exactly the answer.

As for the next few months, I have mapped out all my weekends and weekdays and schedules and minutes... all of those preparations that I should be handling are neatly in order and I'm ready to start stopping this "again" business.  I am so over the broken record thing.

And so, for the change of good and to battle the repetitive, I am teaching a new course at my school on HIV/AIDS education and prevention which should be rad.  And, more importantly, force me to realize that good things can even be found at the very end.

Onward!